inbox. [jikan]

[faeshim]

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[faeshim]

annoys?

how does it feel when you are annoyed?

Re: text

[privatechat]

Wait. do I really need to explain what annoying is to you?

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[faeshim]

i'm not sure i've ever felt it before. maybe i have.

[privatechat]

How do you feel when you have to explain the same thing to be a million times?

[faeshim]

happy. it means i'm with you.

[privatechat]

Okay. Nevermind.

You ask me a question.

[faeshim]

ok.

what annoys you?

[privatechat]

That question.

[faeshim]

interesting.

i like this game.

[privatechat]

[ GOD. How are you so annoying and cute?! ]

Of course you do. -_-

Do you like the rain?

[faeshim]

i love the rain. turns everything greener. makes it smell so clean.

i like kissing in the rain. have you ever kissed in the rain?

[privatechat]

I've never kissed in the rain... but I like the way it smells too and the sound of it.

[faeshim]

i'll show you. next time it rains, if you want.

[privatechat]

[ He's less annoyed now. ]

Mhm.

Being annoyed feels frustrating. Like inconvenienced or... just AHHH >:|

[faeshim]

oh.

like when you take a shower and forget me.

[privatechat]

Forget you? What do you mean?

[faeshim]

when you go to the shower. i always hope you'll take me with you. i wait every time.

[privatechat]

You have two feet...why don't you just come in?

[faeshim]

i could. i have done that before. i could put myself in your space, and wonder if i am really wanted.

being invited would feel nicer, i imagine.

[privatechat]

[ Is Daeshim being a little passive aggressive or is Lennon just imagining it? Hm... He reads the text a couple times. Maybe playing this question game really is good for them... ]

I would tell you if I didn't want you in the shower with me. I'll try to ask sometimes, too, but you can join me on your own and trust me to tell you if I want my own space for the shower.

[faeshim]

i'm not sure it would matter.

[if lennon told him that he didn't want him there. because daeshim also is what he is. boundaries don't always mean a lot.]

so i must wait until i'm invited.

[privatechat]

What do you mean?

[faeshim]

you're mine. that's what i mean.

but i want you to be happy. i want you to like me. i do. so it's difficult sometimes.

[privatechat]

[ Lennon's quiet for a while, not answering the messages right away. He keeps starting to and then setting the phone aside not even sure what to say. ]

You're... so annoying sometimes.

[ But... he's Daeshim's and Daeshim's is his... sort of... ]

What if sometimes I want you to join me without my asking and sometimes I don't?

[faeshim]

[it's a good question, and the fae hums as he reads the words.]

a signal.

we need a signal. so that i'll know the difference.