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[faeshim]

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[faeshim]

it's very difficult to keep clean fingernails! and they're very important for intimacy!

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I think you have a harder time keeping clean nails than most people do

[faeshim]

yep. and that's why i appreciate yours so much.

but it's not my favorite thing. as i said, there are many.

[privatechat]

Do you want to tell me more or ask me a question?

[faeshim]

you are very warm and loving, you are good at keeping promises, your cheeks are very soft, and you smell good. even before you shower, you always smell good.

do i get to ask one?

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[ okay. He’s smiling. ]

Mhm.

[faeshim]

what do you dislike most about me?

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[ oh. Smile gone. ]

when you eat a whole bunch of bread in bed.

[ no… not really. ]

when I need you to understand me and I know you can’t. But that’s not really fair because I know you want to

[faeshim]

but bread is delicious at all hours!

it is difficult, i know.

[privatechat]

crumbs and it stresses me out!!

mm…

what do you dislike most about me?

[faeshim]

this one is easy

that you don't eat bread in bed!

[privatechat]

… I don’t like bread.

[faeshim]

i

my heart is broken

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it’s not good for me.

[faeshim]

how can bread not be good for you? it helps the belly as well as the heart.

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I don’t want to talk about food.

[faeshim]

you think i don't notice, but i do.

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… what?

[faeshim]

it is nothing you want to talk about tonight, i know this. and we do not have to.

but know that i'm always paying attention to you.

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Im fine. I don’t know what you think you see.

[faeshim]

ok

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are you upset at me

[faeshim]

i am not. but we should not talk about things if one of us doesn't want to.

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we’re already talking about it. So say what you really want to, Dae.

[faeshim]

you sounded like i see nothing. like i have imagined things.

i know i have not. but what can i do?