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[faeshim]

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[faeshim]

would you like it if i did something like that too?

[privatechat]

It'd be really sexy, if it turned you on too.

[faeshim]

maybe i could even do it with my other body. i think it would be fun to explore it while thinking about you. and one of our toys is the same size and shape.

well. more than one. i went back and got all of them.

[privatechat]

Dae...

[ That's... really hot goddamnit. ]

You really spend so much money don't you...

[faeshim]

i had to. i didn't want anyone else to have one that felt like you.

[privatechat]

Because I'm yours.

[faeshim]

you are. and i'm yours, even the piece inside you right now.

[privatechat]

Mm. I know.

It's not as good as when you're actually touching me, though.

[faeshim]

mm. it's like what you said earlier. i would touch you 24/7 if i could. everywhere. there's not a single part of you that i don't adore.

[privatechat]

You wouldn't get tired of touching me? You wouldn't want to go wander around and get into mischief after a while?

[faeshim]

i only do that because i have to stop touching you sometimes!

[privatechat]

really?

[faeshim]

i can't lie.

i've only known you for a few months. i know so very little of you and i could keep you to myself, looking at you and touching you, and not even share you with the light of day. i could do this for years or longer.

so sometimes i know i should find something else to do.

[privatechat]

It's good for us both to have other things to do.

[faeshim]

sometimes i know this is true. sometimes.

[privatechat]

You're always my first choice, though.

[faeshim]

even with other boyfriends?

[privatechat]

No matter what, Daeshim. You're my first choice.

[faeshim]

...if i proposed again, would it be proper this time?

[privatechat]

[ Lennon knows maybe he should let Daeshim off the hook a little but he bites his lip and lets out a breath before he answers -- taking way longer than he should have. ]

I don't want you to propose over text... Proposals are... they're special.

[faeshim]

hmm.

[he has questions, and lennon is the one he normally turns to when he has question. but it feels wrong this time, like...it would disappoint him.]

ok

[privatechat]

It's silly... but if you propose I want it to be...

[ Special isn't a great choice of words and so he struggles to finish it. ]

I want it to be like the human proposals.

[ He just wants to make sure that Daeshim realizes it isn't a rejection. ]

[faeshim]

[it goes against his very nature to want this, to ask. like the human proposals are words that trouble him more than they probably should, because what if he's never human enough, never good enough to be a husband for real. it's like everything is already telling him that it's a bad idea, but daeshim stubbornly persists.]

i don't really know what that means. i've never seen a human proposal.

[privatechat]

Ask Hunter about proposals. Trust me.

[faeshim]

but then it's like hunter's proposing to you, not me.