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[faeshim]

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[faeshim]

[it goes against his very nature to want this, to ask. like the human proposals are words that trouble him more than they probably should, because what if he's never human enough, never good enough to be a husband for real. it's like everything is already telling him that it's a bad idea, but daeshim stubbornly persists.]

i don't really know what that means. i've never seen a human proposal.

[privatechat]

Ask Hunter about proposals. Trust me.

[faeshim]

but then it's like hunter's proposing to you, not me.

[privatechat]

No! I just he could explain them...couldn't he? You asked the network about courting rituals. Is asking about proposal rituals so different?

[faeshim]

i asked you over text was because i felt how much i love you, and i couldn't wait. i wished for you to be so happy that nothing else mattered.

i guess i was hoping for things too.

[privatechat]

I'm sorry... I was being selfish.

You know I'll say yes a hundred times over.

[faeshim]

i just have to figure out the rest first.

[privatechat]

Dae it's fine. You can ask me like you were about to.

[faeshim]

you would surely be disappointed now. i will try to do better.

[privatechat]

I’m never disappointed with you… I was really just being stupid and selfish, Dae. I love you and I’m yours.

[faeshim]

[it reminds him of the art room...what if lennon is saying one thing and daeshim is really supposed to do another? this is too important to mess up.]

yes. i'm yours and you're mine. i can wait.

[privatechat]

I didn't want to disappoint you again.

[ And he feels like he has. ]

[faeshim]

mmm

next time you'll say yes for sure!

[privatechat]

Mhm. Because you're my first choice and you're my family.