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[faeshim]

of course not. i want you for lots of other reasons, more important reasons.

[one of the pitfalls of text: sometimes the words seem to ask a different question.]

[privatechat]

[ facepalm. ]

That's... not what I'm asking.

Do you want me to not have sex with anyone else?

[faeshim]

oh, i see.

i want you to be happy.

[privatechat]

That's not what I'm asking.

[faeshim]

but it's still my answer. if you have sex with other people, or put ink under your skin, or spend your days eating plums...

i'm not troubled by any of this, as long as you're happy doing it.

[privatechat]

[ Lennon furrows his brow, trying to figure out if this is one of those things where Daeshim might be hiding something from him. ]

You wouldn't be jealous? Even if it was jasper?

Even if it wasn't jasper?

[faeshim]

you are both precious to me. i would not be jealous.

i only ask that you be with people you want to be with. no thoughts of money.

[privatechat]

[ That's enough to make him not worry as much that the other is hiding something. ]

Okay.

I want you the most. I need you to know that.

[faeshim]

why?

[he's genuinely curious about that.]

[privatechat]

you're mine...and i'm yours.

[faeshim]

[perfect. that, he understands. and it makes daeshim think of a question that he hadn't realized that he wants to ask.]

is there anything i can do to be better?

[privatechat]

What?

[faeshim]

human pleasure seems complicated and i've only known two lovers.

can i be better for you?

[privatechat]

[ ... ]

No one has ever made me come as many times as you do. You don't need to change anything...

I like when you tell me what you want to do to me, though...

And, sometimes... I've maybe thought your vines could be interesting too add.

[ That might be the closest to kink he'll bring up himself with Daeshim. ]

[faeshim]

your lovers have been negligent.

[why were they even there if they weren't going to take their partner's orgasms seriously?? still, he's oddly pleased.]

you like that i can't lie? and it wouldn't frighten you?

[privatechat]

[ Lennon snorts. It doesn't matter though. None of his other lovers have really mattered before Daeshim. ]

I do like that.

And it wouldn't at all. I... like things like that.

[faeshim]

i can do both these things. it would be easy.

[privatechat]

You're good to me, Dae.

[faeshim]

you shouldn't call someone 'yours' if you're going to treat them poorly.

[but he knows that some fae do. and it wouldn't surprise him to find out that some humans are just as bad.]

[privatechat]

[ Lennon bites his lip. He's been treated badly by people who wanted him to belong to them. He'd been treated badly by his parents and who are you more belonging to than your family? Or should be anyway... ]

Maybe but... I appreciate you.

[faeshim]

then i will continue to try.